I'm weak... I made today the last day of the cleanse. With good reason, was my dad's birthday and I had to join in the festivities with the rest of the family.
The morning was not good at all, I felt very ill and my hands had started peeling, clear signs of deprivation. So I decided to end the fast and feed myself :-)
I think a week was sufficient for a beginner, I'll detox again in about 3 months or so. I will however decided to work-out in the mornings and will continue drinking the lemonade because the cayenne pepper has performed miracles in my body.
So my dad turned 56 today, I'm grateful that he's around, some people dont have the privilege of growing up in the presence of a father. We have never had a close relationship but there's been some form of relationship nonetheless. I wish him life in abundance.
Lastly, I almost fell into the trap of entrusting my heart into the hands of another man, thank God I was saved in time. I had to kick him to the curb, was not easy because I had become very fond of him. It's ok, I've dealt with bigger problems, I'll get over it - I'm a big girl now.
The journey did not end here though... the meditation continues as I entrench myself into the life that's within me at the same time I cultivate my soul.
Life has indeed changed and I have too changed, grown and matured..
Thank You God..
T*
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