A break into the new season ignites new
hope, new dreams, new longings and new ambitions.
A new sky opens up to
breathe new life into the lungs of creatures and trees that died during the dry
and cold days of winter. Layers
are gradually being peeled off as the skin yearns to be kissed by the sun. Indeed it marks a new life..
The 1st of
September 2010 felt as though the year has now only begun. The pain that saturated every part of me
flowed down from my hair along my spine around my waist down my legs onto my
feet and out through my toes… yes, I feel lighter.
My soul has opened to
a different light and to a cleansing that has been long overdue. I hear God more clearly… my channel to
Him is wide open and unhindered by the overbearing doubts that clouded His
existence.
I see God… in the joy
that consumes my heart and the smile that fills my face.
He speaks and tells me
stories about a tomorrow that will be nothing like today. He says I’m maturing and I’m becoming a
woman. He says my life is defined
by the kingdom which He has created within me and lacks the superficiality that
the world encompasses. He says I
have been beaten up to tell stories of experience and of goodness and of
triumph.
It is a simple story
of how a human being triumphs over adversaries. It’s a story about darkness being the light that can lead you
to a better place.
It is not about
isolation, its about change and identifying the truth and embracing that which
I am.
This is what I have
seen, its my experience and this is what it has brought – I cannot turn and run. Its me and its my life.
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