Ok I’ve decided to not
think about the fast but to let it become a part of my routine.
By not thinking too
hard about it then the process isn’t made hard.
The sea salt wash in
the morning is getting unbearable to stomach though, especially when I have to
fill up an extremely empty stomach.
But it has to be done.
The toilet has indeed
become my toilet, I wake up to it and spend the rest of my day in it –
understandably, considering that I spend the entire day drinking a liquid and I
drink a laxative tea every night. But like I said – it’s part of routine.
I had no crazy
cravings today but I just wanted to be home all day. So I went out in the morning and did a few things and I was
back home in no time.
I became engaged with
my books, which I think is a good distraction. I did, however, have an avocado, I needed to, the previous
day was a day of stark starvation.
Lol. Its funny how I
keep referring to losing weight and starvation as though these were the reasons
that pushed me into starting this cleanse, I guess hovering somewhere in my
consciousness, it is partly for that, to lose a bit of weight.
I don’t have issues
with my weight, but as soon as I start bulging then I get really angst and
apprehensive.
So the avo tasted
good, I did feel a little sick after I had it, but it was good nonetheless –
had no funny reactions from my stomach though.
Its ok, because
whatever I consume for now, passes right through, that laxative tea before bed
is no joke.
T*
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