Photo of the day - Sunday 8/8/10

Rash on my face is worrying

Macbook open ready to do some work

There's actually supposed to only be one pic but I had to post 2, just to create a bit more context.  This was me at work today and I was trying to get some of my varsity work done inbetween our bulletins.  Unfortunately this didn't happen.

As a result my stress levels have increased and judging from the close-up pic, the stress isnt doing good to my face.  i have an unexplainable rash, not sure if its the product I use or mere stress.  Considering the pressure that I'm under, I wouldnt be surprised if it actually is stress.

My twitter page is clearly visible on the PC screen.  Cyberspace, it keeps me sane and fills the space of the man i dont have.  Keeps me entertained, and yes its sad, but its also ok.  its not ok in the sense that it interferes with my work and its obviously something I have to work on.

That was me today, like it is every other day, work, work, work.  If its not the station then its varsity.  Only for another few months though. I'm holding on for dear life.  Some days I get insults and get spoken down to, that I'm lazy and useless.  Its demoralizing and it breaks me emotionally, mentally and physically.  I must admit that sometimes, I do slack off and lag behind but it isnt intentional.
I just have to work harder, its true that one learns from one's mistakes.

If i burn out then i do.  Recovery is the best part.

For now, as Angela Simmons tweets: Pressure makes a diamond. #keepPushing

later!

T*