Day 102...

Last night was good, it was a breath of difference, of refreshment, of open-mindedness, of warmth, of conversation and of laughter...

I admit that it was goodness that I haven't felt in a little while and maybe goodness that I've never felt before. So life reached out and shook me out of the coma that I thought was me. However that-self has been sadly walking towards unknown territories and blinding pleasures.

Once unable to decipher my own writing, the manual, God's script, I now know what has been written about me. 

I am now ready to embrace that which I am and last night... made it all easier for me.

Life begins again, with new trials, new challenges, new roads, new destinations, new pains and indeed I have to face them.

But I'm glad... glad that I had to compare myself to the superficiality of this world... to see who I am. I look into the mirror... and thank God because I absolutely love what I see..

Last night was good... and I think it was necessary.

So yeah, everything does happen for a reason.