When a friend told me, a week after Monde's death, that this too shall pass, I felt like shooting him down.
Two months down the line... i know exactly what he meant. Tragedy is like an earthquake, it comes unexpectedly, shakes you enormously and leaves you lifeless suddenly. The aftershock kicks you while you're down and the days are clouded for the longest time.
And then the sun comes out and the streams fill up and the birds sing again. Then new beginnings are the newest dawn.
yeah its all fairytale like but its real, its been so real to me. Not once did I think that I would smile with sun again or hear my own laughter.
Its two months today... even though I sometimes wish that he could call or step through the door returning from the longest trip, I know that it wont happen.
He is never coming back and thats starting to hit home for me... ACCEPTANCE.
The harshest of realities are often life's best lessons!
ReplyDeleteAccepting death allows us to claim back our life.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss princess, needless to say i know exactly what you are going through. His love and spirit will forever be with you charish that and feel it....
ReplyDeleteoneday is oneday.....